i wana work.work.work. $$$. save save save

hopefully my 1st pay i'll be able to bring my parents to night safari n zoo.

having good feelings abt it. insya'allah. but what job? hopefully bobo will bring me back in MC.

(:

having no feelings at all is the worst feeling. true much?

where have i gone to? -feeling empty.

i gotta stop.

smoking, drinking redbull, sleeping late.

with immediate effect.PERIOD.

it really sucks when you have this ache on your left side of your chest....your heart...for no reason at all..


so near yet so far.