i just wished....

always wanted to call you mine,
but a lil concern if you would mind.
qns after qns linger in my mind,
but i'm always a lil too shy.
u are too good for a guy,
i'm such a fool for u to fly(away).
hope it wont be a goodbye,
but instead always be with a smile.
'i hate you' would be a lie,
but 'i ___ you' would be our favourite line...

remember this poem i did last year?

haha......

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mom dad,

i love you both.

& i think i love you soo much that i just cant seem to leave you behind.

i'm sorry for being the spoilt one.

well, mom.

i'm sorry i can't fulfil your wish.

i can't force myself to take him.

i can't go on deceiving anyone anymore.

let it be.let it grow.let it take its time.

on its own.

sometimes the truth kills.

even to someone who doesn't know what to do.who to tell.when to take action.

i just wished i could tell the secret to someone i really trust.someone who will understand.someone who will take care of me.someone who will stand in front of me.someone who will back me up. TO TELL THE TRUTH.

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have a nice day everyone.