how stupid can i be

what the fuck am i supposed to do now?

im stuck in this big shit.the truth that is holding me back.i just cant do anything.truth fucking hurts.even if it hurts you that much, you still dont understand what is happening to me.ya, you may be the HERO to sacrifice every little fucking thing.but what about me?i dont even fucking know what is happening to myself.

i followed what they told me to.and now they left me stranded with this big shit.

i dont want to hate you.neither do i love you. leave me please.

i'm sorry it has to end this way.or has it?