i've always been crappy. saying crappy things to you. im sorry about that.
i havent been a good friend to you. im sorry about that.

truth is, im afraid to be your friend. cause im always gonna want more.
but i thought i'd rather have you as a friend than nothing at all.

and im sorry about that. about me being me. maybe i've been too much. maybe it's just best to leave it as it is.